This white flag that I raise,
Will cover my insecurities.
I made a record of my accomplishments,
But the vinyl just kept silently spinning.
The pressure of waking up seems too much.
The pieces of this puzzle just won't match up.
I'll take all these mistakes ive collected,
I will take them,
And I'll build a bridge just to watch it burn.
Then I'll gather regrets
And throw them in this growing heap
Of problems that are only getting worse.
So I throw up my arms and retreat,
Fall to my knees and plead
For the world to cave in on me.
Nothing new, nothing changes
But my outlook on life keeps rearranging.
Nothing new when the days just repeat
I'll put my head in my hands and I'll admit my defeat.